Healing the Daughters of Narcissistic Mothers, I found that I heard certain kinds of painful stories over and over again, like themes in a piece of music. One theme was that of mothers being jealous of their daughters. Normal or healthier mothers are proud of their children and want them to shine.
But a narcissistic mother may perceive her daughter as a threat. If attention is drawn away from the mother, the child suffers retaliation, put-downs, and punishments. The mother can be jealous of her daughter for many reasons: This jealousy is particularly difficult for the daughter as it carries a double-message: She says that most of her relatives are overweight, including her mother, who is obese.
Who do you think you are? I had a cute little waist, but if I wore a belt that defined my waistline, she told me I looked like a slut. I was a homecoming queen candidate and Mom acted proud with her friends but punished me. The real me is ugly, but I am supposed to fake it in the real world? It makes no sense to the daughter that her own mother would have these bad feelings about her. The daughter tries her best to make sense of the situation and decides that something must be wrong with her.
I have found that daughters of narcissistic mothers typically find it hard to discuss envy from their own mothers, and find it even harder to come to terms with it! They usually do not see their own goodness enough to recognize maternal envy for what it is. Instead they believe that they have yet again done something wrong.
It creates hurdles to healthy development and the building of sense of self. Envy allows the insecure mother to feel temporarily better about herself. When she envies and then criticizes and devalues the daughter, she diminishes the threat to her own fragile self-esteem.
But, when directed at the daughter, it creates a feeling of helplessness and painful self-doubt. While the young girl is growing up she uses her mother as her primary example of how to be a girl, woman, friend, lover, and person in the world. If this same mother is putting her down, and jealous of her accomplishments, the child not only becomes confused, but often gives up. Because it is the job of the parent to fill each developmental stage with nurturing, love , support and encouragement, the daughter finds an emptiness that she cannot explain.
Most children want to please their parents so if given this mixed message, it is easier and perhaps even safer to do nothing and therefore not expose oneself to criticism. The message from mom is: Of course, children need to have healthy relationships with both parents. If mother is jealous of the relationship the daughter has with the father, what does the daughter do?
She wants both of her parents to love her. Who does she please? How does she handle this delicate balance? More complicating is the question of what the father does? Often men in relationship with female narcissists choose to cater to the mother so as to maintain the adult relationship.
So that leaves a father unable to connect with his daughter and of course this leaves the daughter with a lack of emotional connection with both parents. The most extreme cases of mother-daughter jealousy appear in families where there is incest.
If the father is the offender and the mother becomes jealous of the father-daughter relationship, then she too becomes an offender and she cannot put the daughter first. The mother takes the side of the child as it should be and leaves the offender. However, sometimes we see the dynamic of jealousy in the mother and this is heartbreaking.
The Pain of Being Unloved: In all cases of maternal jealousy towards the daughter, the daughter is left with little support for who she is as a whole person. It is terrifying for the child at any age. In review of the literature and other writers on this subject, many say that mother-daughter jealousy is often misinterpreted or not really that common.
Some say it is even normal at some level. Mothers are often reaching menopause when their young daughters are developing into beautiful young women and some say that it may be normal for mothers to have some touchy feelings about aging.
The bar is raised. The challenge for daughters of narcissistic mothers is to learn how to recognize and cope with abnormal maternal envy. A common pattern in narcissistic families is that of constant comparisons to others. Envy rears its ugly head in many other contexts as well. If this is you and you were raised by narcissistic parents, learning how to cope is a must and part of your own recovery.
Confronting the narcissist does no good. You have to release yourself from your confusion and see the envy for what it is. To do this, you must recognize your own goodness and strength. The envy that is thrown your way does not belong to you. Your recovery process allows you to individuate so that you are no longer defined by anyone but yourself. Using self-compassion , self- understanding , and working your recovery is worth the time and energy.
Creating your own exciting and significant life is gratifying and the more you tune into the woman you were meant to be, the better it feels! Additional Resources for Recovery: