Contact Staff Only I am a good woman. I talk nice and I mean it. Why should I apologize for who you think I am being? I said now go on and treat me bad. You're a grown-up now and you forgot your favorite color. Won't let yourself get distracted, oh no you cannot be bothered. Go on and treat me bad. You don't wanna make nice, you just wanna make some money. The devil on your shoulders got a chip on his shoulder — ain't that funny?
You want to throw a punch? Well I can take a punch. You wanna throw a punch? You've got a sign on your heart that says "Staff Only". A Band-Aid life, you're just staying high and lonely. Go on and treat yourself bad. Sideways I can't help the way I want. I was born on a Friday. Need new air in my lungs. Lovin' me a good sideways. My disciples are only happy when I'm leading.
Saying "it's too late to be a crooner". I'm okay with being a late bloomer. Mama, I'm going sideways. Do you feel like you want to feel? Smiling, dancing, make believing I was happy but the prettier the picture, the border the bitch is. It was a Sunday or someday or a something and I was getting ready, dressed up for nothing. Ain't got nothing on my agenda. Still no time to call my Mama.
It was a Tuesday and I was the Lizard Queen. Had on my cheap jeans and I was dreaming. Heavy, wholeheartedly about the things I want to be and all the things I wasn't - I knew I'd need a budget. Got me a job and planned real good. But all the planning didn't go as it should. I was distracted by the people walking faster than me. Like you want to feel? Like need to feel? Those Letters I read the letters that you wrote though they weren't meant for me.
And that time that we spoke, I died patiently. Now I hear that you're broken, I guess it's meant to be. See I have salvaged your token, she's safe between my knees. Darling dear, you don't know me.
You've only guessed my time. You climbed your tower of devotion, though you past your prime. Once the cancer gets cut, I will breathe just fine. And those letters that you wrote, they will escape my mind. If you think I'm lonesome then you're lying to yourself.
Cause I'ma something else and you're a renegade. Don't even talk to me. Find pleasures more deep cause my skin ain't yours to keep. You may only kiss the waves that radiate from my brain. Cause I'ma something good and you're a bad seed. Don't even look at me. I am not your honey. I don't need nobody for nothing. Got myself for loving. You may think I'm yummy but that don't mean nothing. I'm just savory and you are a factory boy. I'm the real McCoy. You're just a broken toy. I've got myself for loving.
I am not your honey and I don't need nobody for nothing, no. I've got myself for loving and I don't need nobody. Thought you found Jesus in me while I lied there faking. You told your mama I was coming late again again again again. My brain has a mind of its own, I don't know which way it goes. Party humor, be my human, be my savior, laugh at my jokes, I've been on good behavior. May seem filthy, sister calls me a little brother, dirty dancing is my Mexico fun. I'm a dyke, dates guys, ain't a crime, won't apologize for my tribe.
You should let me cut your hair to make you look a little better. They'll be barking up your tree Mary, Allison, and Heather. Oh be my friend or hate my guts, it doesn't matter, we're all fucked. I was California dreaming, American dream's deceiving, East coast leaving, weekend heathen.
Contemplation, admiration, salivation, masturbation: I'm a dyke, dated guys, ain't a crime, won't apologize for my tribe. I ain't the man I could have been on the East Coast. I ain't the man i should have been on the East Coast. I am the man I could have been on the East Coast. I ain't the man I should have been on the East Coast. I am the man I could've been. Burned bridge builder, got thrown off kilter, brightened up my filter, so I wouldn't kill her, or be sadistic, by those ballistic, or become a statistic!
Sheet Stains Sheet stains, giving me stomach pains. Right now I am all alone - didn't make this mess on my own though. Your thighs, making me fantasize. I found your panties on laundry day - can I get a break? Bad idea, going out without you my dear. When all the fishes wanna piece of me I play dead in the sea. I want you to come home to take me out, to take me back home. Seventeen sleeps till you and me.
Ya makin' my heart feel weak, oh seventeen sleeps. Got me salivatin' like Pavlov's dog every time I hear your belle ring. Went to a party on a Saturday night. Everybody ask me where you were I said "alright". I said "okay yeah yeah alright! Did I offend you? I was only playing games. We could start from the top and tear it down again. You were appointed the master of control. It won't give you self control, you're only getting older.
You're only breaking down again.