Doesn't matter what I see or think about, I get a hard-on. I love to rub my hard cock through my pants and I love jerking off. That sensation of cum building up in my groin, the sweet release, and cum soaking my chest and body is something I can't get enough of.
I am a virgin and I have been told that fucking is a better feeling of release but until that time comes, I will enjoy pleasuring myself. I kind of know what fucking is like, well, being fucked anyway. When I was 18 and my cousin, who was a year older, we started playing "games". We would show our dicks to one another to see who was bigger. Mine was always bigger, which made my cousin mad, but interested both at the same time. It wasn't too long into our "games" when my cousin asked if he could touch my dick.
He wanted to compare the feeling of his dick with mine. When he first touched it, my body tingled and my dick twitched. Within 30 seconds I was hard as a rock. My 8 inches made my cousins 4 inches look small and puny.
I knew from an early age I would have a big dick because I saw my dad's dick one time and he was hung like a horse. This fact made me proud and also I liked being better than my cousin. When my dick was hard, my cousin started feeling it and rubbing it. I can't describe what a wonderful sensation it felt like. The more he rubbed, the harder I got and the better I was feeling. He suddenly stopped rubbing me and asked me if I had ever masturbated.
Seeing the look on my face, he rephrased the question. Have you ever jerked-off? I hesitantly said no. He said he been masturbating for years now and he loved it. He asked if I wanted to see how it was done. I had masturbated many times before but I was playing dumb. I thought he was going to let me watch him jerk-off but he told me to lie down on the floor. When I did, he knelt beside me, took my dick in his hand and started stroking me. OMG that felt great! I tried to relax but my body wouldn't let me.
The more he stroked, the more I could feel the burning building up inside me. I had never felt this good. After stroking me for about 5 minutes, I felt my groin start burning and I told my cousin about it but he said don't worry about it that I was going to cum.
I knew what he meant so he started stroking harder and faster. Soon I couldn't stand it any longer and I exploded, shooting streams of cum everywhere. My cousin asked me if I liked that and I said very much! He went to the bathroom to get a washcloth. While he was in there, I scooped up a blob of cum and ran it between my fingers. I put a little on my tongue to taste it. It didn't taste good at first but the longer I tasted it, it wasn't all that bad.
My cousin came back in the room with a warm washcloth and began washing off cum. When he started wiping my dick, I got instantly hard again. He told me to practice myself when I was alone.
I already had but he didn't know that. The more I did, the more I enjoyed it. Every time my cousin and I got together and were alone, he would masturbate me. He never asked me to jerk him off I think he was embarrassed by the size of his dick. I didn't mind him doing me because it felt good when he did.
This went on for months until one day we were together and he asked me if we could do something new. I said sure, what? He said that he had a girlfriend and she wanted to have sex but he had never done it and wanted to practice on me.
Not knowing what he meant, I said sure. He told me to lie on my stomach and spread my legs some. He got on top of me and guided his dick into my butt. Even when he was hard, he wasn't that big so when he stuck it in me, it didn't hurt a lot. He started fucking my ass like a mad man. All I could do was put my face into the pillow. It only took a few minutes and I felt something warm in my butt. As soon as he was done, he threw his clothes on and ran out the house.
I thought I might have done something wrong. When I turned over on my back, I noticed that I was hard. I didn't remember it getting hard but as I laid there, my butt burning, I was getting horny so I masturbated while thinking about him fucking my ass.
Two weeks later my cousin came over and I asked him if I had done something wrong. He said no, he was just embarrassed for asking me to do that. I told him it was ok and if he wanted to try again. I think I stunned him because he just stood there. So, I took of my clothes and lay on the bed. After a couple of minutes, I heard him get on the bed and get on top of me. It still hurt a little when he stuck it in but not a lot.
Again he was fucking me like a wild man. This time though, I paid attention to my dick and it was indeed getting hard. It was starting to hurt being pressed against the bed at a weird angle. The harder he fucked me, the harder my dick got. Once again when he finished, he got dressed and left. When I turned over, my dick sprung out and was stiff as a board. My butt was burning but it felt like a good burn. Again I jerked-off while thinking of the feeling in my ass.
I let my cousin butt ass fuck me 5 or 6 times more, each time after I would have a massive blowout. When we finally stopped playing our "games", I tried other objects to stick up my ass to try to recreate that feeling but nothing worked.
I still hadn't refine my technique so I finally gave up and went back to just masturbating. Don't get me wrong, I still love to masturbate and sometimes I try to remember what it was like to have something stuck in my ass. Today was no different; here I was, sitting in the back seat of my parent's car in the grocery store parking lot. My parents went in store leaving me in the car. It was a warm sunny day and I could feel the sweat running between my legs.
As my mind was wondering, I noticed a mom and her daughter walking across the lot. Both were wearing short blue jeans skirts with tight tops. The mom was tanned, long brunette hair, long legs, and a nice set of tits. The daughter seemed to be my age. She also had long brunette hair but she wasn't tanned and her tits were small but firm. Watching them walk across the parking lot made my cock get hard in my shorts. I started rubbing my cock as I imagine the mom and daughter.
The more I rubbed; the ache to jerk-off was overwhelming. I unzipped my pants to release my now rock hard cock. As I rubbed my cock, I caught a glimpse of the mom's panties as she leaned over her trunk to put the bags in the car. Her panties were riding up her crack, being sucked in both her ass and pussy. In an instant, my mind was flooded with the feelings of having my cousin and other objects in my ass.
My ass started burning and my dick was twitching. I had to get relief even if I got caught. Not knowing when my parents would return, I hurriedly release the full length of my cock and balls from my shorts.