Could not subscribe, try again laterInvalid Email THE bride posed proudly on her big day with the groom on one side and long-lost dad on the other. But seven years later wife Jane left her husband Now the year-old is riddled with shame over their incestuous affair. Jane — not her real name — has to remain anonymous for fear of the impact on her family and because incest is illegal.
Wiping away tears, she said: But it destroyed me and I will always be ashamed. She had been a baby when he walked out on her and her mum. Cherished Jane spent an unhappy childhood with her mother and a stepdad. When she was 11, her teenage cousin gave her a photo of her real dad. I would take it out, gaze at him and will him to come and rescue me.
But Mum found it and I never saw it again. My mum had sent it to his mother. He said he never forgot me. But in Jane, then 23, divorced her husband and returned to Wales. She also got back in touch with her dad.
Jane married a second time in and this time her dad gave her away. He just came out with it. I had never, ever thought he felt that way. I left the room and next day we drove home in silence. I asked to meet him in my car between lessons. I knew it was wrong. Although part of me knew it was against all the rules, the kiss was very passionate.
After I had sex with my father I knew I was totally in love because it had never been like that before. I had found my soulmate at last. Jane then realised her marriage was over and asked Steve, who was working in England, not to return home. We knew it was wrong but we thought we could keep it a secret. He told me how clever and funny and pretty I was. We spent the night in a hotel a few times. We were just like any other couple, apart from the fact he was my father. He was drinking heavily.
I called her and told her we had been having an affair. Friends I had known for ages told me I was disgusting. I was put on anti-depressants and I lost my business.
They hated granddad but still loved me. I never want to see him again. They were not charged.